Rob’s wish has come true after 33 years!

I’m sure that you are thinking it is something sexual, LOL, but it is not.  Rob has always had a complaint about the mess I make of our bathroom sink.  He has tried to get me to get a vanity for as long as I can remember.  Well I started looking around for one that I could do and make a project of and last week I found one.  It was in pretty good shape and painted a dark grey and missing two drawers and it cost me a whopping $15 so how could I not get it.  

So below are the before and after pics and now Rob has no mess all over the counter..

Catching up.

Summer is nearly over, can you believe it?  I am so ready for cooler weather I can not wait.  I’m ready to get out of the heat, I told Rob I would deal with real winter weather to just get out of this heat.  

We were recently in Chicago and we had amazing weather.  Great time spent visiting with the fam and saw the FOO FIGHTERS at Wrigley, which was amazing!!!  Although when I came home I had a head cold :(  I’m about 90% over it, or I think I am.  We have no other travel plans and I’m looking forward to getting some things done around here.

What have you done this summer??

My Favorite Toy, besides my fingers, LOL

I had added this Shibari toy to my wishlist after coming across it last year.  I LOVE this toy, it gets me where I am going and it typically is not very loud.  I recommend that if you have a special lady in your life that you get them this toy.    I actually added another one to my wishlist as I broke the one I have :( 

You can check it out on Amazon.


What is up with this fucking weather?  It is so hot, it is miserable outside!!  I went to my g/f’s today and was going to lounge in the pool a bit.  I got all set up, lotion on, raft in the pool, grabbed my book and got on the float.  I think I was there maybe 15 minutes and then was like I’m out, this is too damn hot!!

I’m back…

From a wonderful trip of 10 Days in Chicago with my family.  I am so blessed to have such a happy, healthy and loving family.   My DIL told me when I was there that she sometimes feels bad because people are always talking about what horrible MIL’s they have and she has such a wonderful one.  I had a good teacher, mine is the best!

We went to see Desus and Mero while I was there, they are so funny.  If you get the chance look them up on Youtube or on the Vice Channel.

I can’t believe this is June already and all next week we are “suppose” to have temps in the 90’s, we shall see.  I am soooo over the summers in AZ.

Hope you are enjoying your summer so far…  

XOXO ~ Dawn Marie

Last Day of May!

WOW, Where has time gone?  This is the last day of May and that is crazy..  

So we had a work meeting last week and I found a Berry Margarita that I really like, lol.  It was yummy..  And recently my drink of choice has been a Bee’s Knee.   I found a recipe for a Better Bee’s Knee with pineapple and grapefruit.. 

I now have a Premium SnapChat!!  I will be posting pics/video clips that I don’t post anywhere else :) . So, check it out.  If you are a current member, There is a special link inside for you.  

I am feeling great and doing great.  My IgG (See Below) levels continue to be low, so I had a IVIG transfusion.   I had the treatment because my numbers are low and the fact that I will be traveling and you know when you travel there are all kinds of sick people.

I included in this post a picture of me, waaaaaay back in the day, LOL.  I didn’t even know Rob yet, LOL.

Hope you enjoyed May and you have something fun planned for the summer…

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie


What are IgG deficiencies?

An IgG deficiency is a health problem in which your body doesn’t make enough Immunoglobulin G (IgG). People with IgG deficiency are more likely to get infections. IgG deficiencies can occur at any age.

Immunoglobulin G (IgG) is the most common type. IgG is always there to help prevent infections. It’s also ready to multiply and attack when foreign substances get into the body. When you don’t have enough, you are more likely to get infections.

Premium SnapChat..

I am now offering Premium SnapChat, the Premium SnapChat is Membership Based Snap.  You will not just get the “fluff” pics, but all my Snaps..  The Selfies, the out and about pics, clothed, nudes, sometimes fun with others even, you just never know but it will be worth it I promise you.  So go sign up for my PREMIUM SNAPCHAT now and IF YOU ARE a current Member of my site, there is a special link inside the Club Area.

Cam Schedule for April

I do a one hour MEMBERS CAM every Thursday for my Members.  So, if you are a member of my site, that is you!!  So you get to spend one our on Thursdays with me Naked, LOL, you can be too if you like.  

April 5th 4:00 PM MST

April 12th 4:00 PM MST

April 19th 4:00 PM MST

April 26th 4:00 PM MST

ALSO, Remember with your Membership you get access to ALL THE SHOWS on the VNA Network.  Just click on the links inside the club area.

See you there!!!

Catching up!

It is April already, can you believe it?  I remember being a kid and thinking it took forever for time to pass and now it is passing quicker than I like.  I’m looking forward to April, having no travel plans and no other big plans, it will be nice. It always seems like we are so busy Jan- March so it is nice when April comes around. I’m trying to plan a trip to Chicago for Mother’s Day.  

We are busy building our sites and shooting content and I still have my anniversary update to shoot when my knee is better!!


Just had a check up with my Oncologist this morning.  My CT Scan I had done to check to see if anything has changed, came back great.  My Labs I had done yesterday are great too.  My IgG levels are a little low, but nothing to be concerned about.  Will run in to have it tested again before my next trip to Chicago in May.  My Vit D level is low, but that is an ongoing issue, LOL.  My Doc says overall everything looks great and I don’t need to come in to see her for 3 months, woohoo.  So this is something to be celebrated!!!  I’m super excited.  

Thank you all for your continues support and encouragement.

Much Love ~ Dawn Marie 

The New Year has brought me a gift…

It has given me Pink Eye!!!  I don’t be I have ever had it before and both of my eyes are all bloodshot!!  It is not an attractive look, LOL..   I did go to the dr and got an antibiotic eye drop and I am using it.  I can NOT have this when I go to Chicago next week.  

I have a HOT update planned for February for our Web’iversary !!  It is something that I have NOT done in years, and NO it is not anal, LOL.    Was also thinking I might post a set from each year I have been on the web.. what do you think?  Is there a set you would like to see again??

Hugs and Kisses, 

Dawn Marie

I promise to “try” to be better in 2018!

WOW it was crazy just typing 2018, LOL.  I know I have been a slacker on my Blog Post and OnlyFans.  I am going to try and do my best to post to both of them more often.  And by all means, call me on it!!

I hope you all have had wonderful holidays and were able to spend time with those that you love.  We were here in Phx with our younger son and our friend Robert.  

Lastly, you know what is coming up in 2018???  My 20th year on the web, it is unreal sometimes when I think about it that I am still doing this…  What shall we do to celebrate???

Until next time…


My appreciation!

Just wanted to quickly say thank you and to show my appreciation for the gifts and flowers I received last week.  I have already mentioned in previous post about being done with treatments and being on a watch and see plan.  So we decided to have a party last Saturday to celebrate.   All of your support and encouragement over the past 2 1/2 years and actually almost 20 years has been amazing, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Had to share.

On our recent trip to San Diego, I chose to ride in the back seat because I wanted to take some selfies for my Saturday Selfie Updates.    While sitting in the back seat I noticed a very special view and decided to take a picture of it.  In a post in July I shared with you the special meaning of the Peace sign and my little brother Nic.  I also shared a sticker I have on my car, a little reminder of him and I snapped this pic from inside the car.  I had Rob flip the pic for me and I wanted to share that with you.   Sunday 8/13 will be the two year anniversary of Nic’s passing and I figured this one as good of time as any to share with you!!  Thank you all for your continued support, y’all mean so very much to me!!  XOXO

Friends Trip

As you know, I recently took a little trip to San Diego and I didn’t go alone, LOL..  Rob and Angel went with me and we had such a great time.   One of Angel’s friends suggested we go see the Seals and Sea Lions in La Jolla.  (Thank you Windsor, it was amazing)  We checked into our hotel and then headed over to the beach.  It was amazing seeing all of the seals and sea lions and them moving about the beach and making noises..  I am so glad we went.

Day two we had drinks with a friend of ours and then headed off to Cardiff Beach for a bit before heading back to our hotel to get ready for the concert.   The concert was so much fun, but I have NEVER been around so much second hand pot smoke!!   After the show we hung out with our friends at the bar of their hotel for a bit before heading back to our hotel.  

It was a short trip, but so much fun with great friends!!

Changes on my site (AND a special)

I thought it was time to make some changes to my site and I am hopeful that you will enjoy this news.  As you may or may not know, I have had my site for 19 years and I have met some truly amazing people through my site.  People that I know will be with me long after I am no longer on the web… Now don’t get nervous, I am not going anywhere, LOL..    I just thought it was time that I give back to my members, for those that have supported me over the years and even those that might have just found me.  So what are the changes I am talking about???  MORE updates….

Starting in August, I will now be updating my site THREE times a week, yep you read that correctly…  Let me tell you what my plans are for us..  Starting with my update that will go up later this week, my regular update will be on Thursday.  So every Thursday I will have a new set of pics or video for your enjoyment.   

In addition to my Thursday updates, I am going to be doing Selfie Saturday!  Every Saturday I will post a set of selfies, it might be a series of pics that I took or a compilation of pics I have taken.  Now the selfie sets, could be 40 pics or it could be 15…  It will vary, but will be something new EVERY Saturday..

Lastly, another addition… Member Monday!  Member Monday will kind of be like what we use to do as a Picture of the Week.  This might be a free pic with like 10-15 more on the club side or it my be a short video.  Not a full video like my regular updates, but like a 3 – 4 minute thing.  I don’t think it is fair to you as a paying member of my site to get a four minute or less video for a regular update, you deserve more than that, at least I think so..

REMEMBER… I do an hour cam every Monday for my members and as a member of my site, you get access to ALL the cam shows on the VNA site.

I started an OnlyFans page recently.  Here I will be posting outtakes from old sets that were never posted as well as recent out takes and selfies that I do not include in Selfie Saturday.  

As always, you can reach me via email or twitter (I have closed my SnapChat)… so please, don’t be a stranger, I am here for you, hehe.

Now that is a LOT of Dawn Marie to take in during one week, LOL, hope y’all can handle it, hehe.

Thank you again for all your support and encouragement, without you there would be no site!!!

Oh, if you are not a member of my site and have been on the fence.. I have a special for a couple of days… SIGN UP TODAY  for just $12.95 and then just $15.95 monthly afterwards..

New Summer Salad Recipe

I made this and loved it!!!

Summer Corn Salad

3 TBS Olive Oil (divided)

1 TBS lime juice

1/4 tsp salt

1 1/2 C fresh or frozen corn, thawed

1 1/2 C cherry tomatoes, halved

1/2 C finely chopped cucumber

2 TBS minced fresh basil

1/3 c crumbled feta cheese

2 TBS Italian Dressing (optional, I used it)

Whisk together 2 TBS of oil with lime juice and salt in a small bowl and set aside.

Cook corn in remaining oil until tender.

Pour corn into a large bowl, cool slightly and then add tomatoes, cucumber and basil.  Refrigerate until ready to serve.

Right before serving, drizzle with dressing, feta and Italian dressing (if desired) .


The heat is on..

OMG our weather last week was crazy!!  I mean come on, 120 degrees is insane and it is bad when you look at the forecast and you are looking forward to a day at 104 degrees, LOL.  But I don’t live in AZ for the summer, so I will be miserable for a few months and then LOVE our weather, LOL.

So, what is going on???  We are super busy with our sites and expanding them, if you haven’t checked them out, please do so as I’m sure you will find something or someone you like.  Dawn Marie, Our Naked Secrets, Blow Bang Girls and Bathroom Creepers and another site coming very soon…

Something new I have been doing is OnlyFans it is a membership based site that I share some everyday life pics that I will not share anywhere else and also outtakes from Photo shoots that were never posted on the web before..  So this is exclusive content for OnlyFans.

I’m going to Chicago in a couple weeks, I’ll be there for my birthday.  Can’t wait to see my family and my grandson, he is getting so big.  The end of July we are going to San Diego to see the Violent Femmes, super excited about this show as it is always a great show.   We have a trip in early Sept to LA for a graduation and other than that, no other summer plans that I am aware of at this moment, but that is always subject to change, lol

We had a break from the snakes in the house for about two weeks.  Tucker somehow ripped one of his claws off and that kept him laying around the house.  That ended yesterday when I looked outback and there he is with a snake…  UGH!!!!

If you are reading this, please take a moment and answer my new poll question to the right, LOL..

Hope you all are having a wonderful summer, stay cool and hydrated!!!

Great weekend

Had a great weekend here in Phx..  We had a friends daughter graduate from HS and they had a party that we went to.  It was super hot, but great to hang out with friends.  We have a really great group of friends and it is always nice to spend time with them..  No bs, no drama, no one needing to be the center of attention.  Look forward to getting together with them soon.

Last night I made an amazing pasta salad, probably the best I have ever made..  I’ll post a pic below, but this was what was in it…  Bowtie pasta, those little tomatoes, fresh parsley, fresh spinach and the tossed with a vinaigrette dressing and then I served it with crumble feta and choice of toasted walnuts or pine nuts.. It was really good.   For the party I made a Caprese pasta salad.. pasta, little tomatoes, basil and those tiny mozzarella pearls they are called and toppped it with a balsamic vinaigrette.

Just believe it is!!!

Pre-party… Yes always the DD.

Love this girl like a sister!

My yummy salad!

On my soap box!

One of my BIGGEST and I do mean BIGGEST pet peeves is when people do not use manners!!  Sometimes I believe it is just me and I have had this discussion with Rob, I think I expect too much from people sometimes.   But damn it, common curtesy should not be one of those things…   

I try my very best to be a grateful person and I believe I have passed that onto my kids.   If someone does something for you, you should express your gratitude to them.  It doesn’t matter if it is in the work place or in your personal time, manners has no boundaries. 

If you would like someone to do something for you, a PLEASE is always helpful.  Again, it doesn’t mater if it is in the work place or your personal life…no boundaries in good manners.   When you simply ask for something without adding a please or a thank you, it can come across VERY condescending.  And I am going to call you out on that shit..   

Now like I said, I may expect too much, using good manners should never be expected, it should just be how you live your life and you teach your children.

Ok, I’m over my rant for now… but in the next month you know you are going to see some Words Of Wisdoms regarding this, LOL…. 

Thank you for taking the time to read my rant… 

Cheers, DM 


Just wanted to update you on my cam schedule since there are some changes coming up.  I try to give you as much heads up as possible, because your time is as important as mine and I truly appreciate you!!!  Remember all my shows are on AZ time, so google it if you don’t know.  And all you have to do is follow the VNAlive links in the Members Area of my site.  AND JUST IN CASE you didn’t know.. as a member of my site, you have access to ALL THE SHOWS on the VNA network, you just log in the same way as if you were watching one of mine.  #takeadvantageofthatshit #membersbenefits

April 14 . 5 PM

April 17   4 PM

April 24  5 PM

May 1  5 PM

May 8 & May 15,  No cam, visiting my family

May 22  5 PM

May 26 . 5 PM (make up for one of the weeks I’m on vaca)

May 29  5 PM .  (Memorial Day)

Be sure to put me in your calendar and I hope to see you all in cam!!!

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie


My latest DIY project.

I have been wanting to find these old metal chairs for my yard, like chairs I had in my yard growing up.  Well I found two on craigslist and then kept searching for two that I really remembered growing up and I found them.    So, I had four chairs to clean, sand, repair rust marks/holes, sand again, clean and take apart to paint…  I so LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the way the turned out..  Below is before and afters of the chairs, also a baker’s rack we have on the porch..

Spring is almost here…

Can you believe Spring is almost here?? I know some of you just got hit this past week with tons of snow and cold weather, we are HOT here..  today I think it was 96 degrees.

We have a busy week ahead of us again… Monday I have my Cam show, Tuesday we are shooting BBG, Wednesday we are shooting for our new sites and I’m meeting someone for drinks and Rob will join after he is done with the shoots.  Thursday we have the Phx Forum and looking forward to some down time on Fri/Sat and then pool day with my g/f.

Are you watching the Madness??  Do you have a Bracket??  Is it busted???  I have one team left in the Championship game… GO KENTUCKY!!  LOL

Hope you all have a fantastic week and if you are free Monday 5 PM AZ time, remember to join me for cam.

Hugs & Kisses, Dawn Marie

Apology to my Members

I want to sincerely apologize to my Members.  I offer my Members a weekly cam how as part of their Membership and this past week I had to cancel.  I had to cancel because of a Dr’s appt.  I know things will come up, just as they do for you, but when I promote cam as part of your membership, you deserve to be updated when it is not going to happen.  

Last week my schedule was all out of wack!!  I cancelled on Monday with notice on twitter as we were going to a Spring Training game.  I rescheduled that cam for Thursday.  On Tuesday I call my Dr’s office to confirm my lab appt on Wednesday and my maintenance treatment the following day.  Some how my Thursday appt got mixed up and they had me for the 16th.  That would not due as it would then throw my May appt off and I am going to Chicago of the 6th.  As you know I go every 8 weeks for maintenance treatment.  The treatment is to slow the growth of any cancer cells I may have.  Anyway my appointment time got pushed back to later in the day and I am literally at the office for like 5 hours and knew it would be rush to get home and get set up, so I rescheduled for later in the month.  I was hoping to get something posted, but I was just not able to and for that I apologize.    

By the way, my lab work all looks great!!  Once I hit the two year point, they will monitor me with labs and scans, woohoo!!  But I am doing GREAT and FEELING great.

Anyway again I apologize, you deserve to get what you pay for and to just cancel last minute or week after week is unacceptable.   Below is my schedule for the rest of March and I hope to see some of you there!!!

Monday  3/13 5 PM (AZ time)

Monday  3/20 5 PM (AZ time)

Monday  3/27 5 PM (AZ time)

Thursday 3/30 4 PM (AZ time)  this is my rescheduled show from the week of 3/5

Remember you have access to ALL the VNAlive shows every single week, not just mine.  All you have to do is log into the Members area of my site and follow the VNAlive links.

Thanks for all your support!!!

XOXO Dawn Marie

What a new year…

Well guys, so sorry that I haven’t posted in a long time, shame, shame on me..  I am up all by myself right now and I had to turn the heat on, LOL, it was 67 degrees in here, that is chilly, lol.

So, what has been knew with me??  If you follow me on twitter than you know, if not, I’m going to fill you in on the last week…

Sunday Morning Rob and I made the most difficult decision and we said goodbye to our beloved Leo, I often called him Leo-Kitty.  Leo was our very first can we welcomed into our home and from there we ended up with four.  Leo was a sweet kitty, but became ill the last few years.  He started pulling his hair our in big chunks.  After two visits with two different vets if was determine that Leo had serious gum disease.   Even with surgery that was the upword side of 2K and they were not sure that was even what was causing it we decided to put our 10+ year old cat down..   It was one of the hardest things I have ever done, but I was there with him until the very end.

Then there was the Cowboys game, ugh!!!  We played a good game, just came up a little short this year.  I am so very proud of my team and I look forward to next year!!!  No I hope Atlanta can win it all!!!

As you know, my younger brother passed away unexpectedly in 2015.  The peace sign has kind of become our symbol for him.  He snuck and got a tatt of a peace sign on his legs and hid it from my parents.   So I had a niece and nephew that got tatts last year and I decided to go out the other day and get mine.  It is a little larger than what I wanted, but I let them talk me into it, LOL.  The color will lighten up a bit as it heals they told me..  But I love it!!

Lastly, yesterday was the official due date of my new grandson.  This is our first and I am so truly excited I can not wait!!  I am headed to Chicago next week to either wait for his arrival or meet him.  And if you join me for my Members Cam, I am cancelling the show on 1/30 and the week after I rescheduled for later in the week..  

Now if you notice I have gone more than a week posting to my blog, please send me an email and give me some shit about it, LOL..  I’ll send you a special pic and then get right on a blog post!!  

Thank you all for your continued support and I hope the recent move from Dreamnet to was difficult for anyone.  Rob and I are now 100% on our own. is going very well and we have two other sites that we are currently building.  So we are very hopefully that 2017 will be a very good one for us..  and good for us is good for you.

Until next time…..