Weekly Check in

I think I am going to surprise you all with how organized I am going to be in 2020!!  I said I would check in after my weigh in and I put it on my calendar to do that today and look at me following through with shit, LOL.  

Ok, so I had a pound weight gain, not bad for a holiday week, but now it is time to get down to business, LOL.  I am 3.2 pounds away from my next goal of 50 pounds.  My goal is to be there by my weight in before I head to Chicago and that will be on the 18th and this is totally doable, just have to make the right decisions.  

Also, I wanted to let you know that Thursday is our ONE HOUR FREE MEMBERS CAM for any member to my site.  All you need to do is follow the VNALive links inside the club area!!!  PLUS you know you get access to ALL the VNALive shows with your membership, right?  So not just mine but any of the ladies that do cam shows on the site, so take advantage of that!!!

I got my hair done on Saturday, I’ll post a pic later this week.  I haven’t taken one yet as I haven’t washed my hair, LOL.  I try to wait at least a day after getting it colored before I wash it.  I did go a little bit shorter, it is right at my jaw line now.  I’ll post a pic on twitter later today after my walk or you can wait and see it here, LOL.

I hope you have a wonderful week and as alway, you can comment here, email me, Tweet meTEXT ME, or join my ONLYFANS and message me there… I’m always here for ya!!

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie

1/04/2020 Weigh in

So the keychain is for all the weight I have lost and they did a winter challenge and the sun is for the summer challenge. They do these to get people at the meetings.

Happy New Year!!

Happy 2020!!  Wow does that sound crazy or what?  This past year flew by, funny how that happens when you are an adult and as a child it feels like time just creeps by.   I hope you all had a wonderful holiday season, ours was very nice, just busy as always, LOL.  We still have our Ugly Sweater Party which is on the 11th.  I know it is after the holidays, but the date just works.  Last year after visiting Chicago I came home sick and we had to postpone our party and the later date just worked so much better.  I will be sure to share a pic or two with you, although my sweater is more cute than ugly, LOL.

I do want to thank all of you that are reading this, for doing just that, reading it.  It truly means a great deal to me that you take the time to read it and to catch up with what is going on in my life.  So, Thank you!!  Also, if you sent me wishes or a gift and I someone missed replying and thanking you.. THANK YOU!!!

Weight loss update..  Well I have been flirting with the 50 pound total loss for about two months now, LOL.  I lose and then I gain and then I lose and then gain and it is 100 percent on me and my own choices, I own that and accept it.  I probably will not his it this Saturday, but I’m going to try my best to hit it on the 11th.  I’ll keep you posted on my progress or lack there of, lol.  I also made goals for 2020 and I’ll share that with you in the pic section.  But thank you soooooooo much for your support and encouragement!!!  

I am looking forward to what 2020 has in store for us and I hope we all have a wonderful new year!!!

Cheers ~ Dawn Marie


WOW it is December 3rd, just 22 days until Christmas, just crazy!!  Always feels like this time of the year just flies by and then it is the new year before you know it.  So are you done with your holiday shopping?  We are done with some, LOL…  We are headed to Chicago this week to spend the weekend with family there and celebrate Christmas with them.  We started doing this years ago and it is an enjoyable time.

One thing with us going to Chicago, I put off taking out my holiday decorations until after we return.  Remember, I have a little rascal of a cat, not calling anyone one out, but Tucker, LOL.. I don’t want to come home to a tree in the middle of my living room and I don’t want my son to have to deal with it while we are gone.  My Mom loved Christmas and all the music and decoration and she has passed that on to all her kids…  Can’t wait to get my things up.

Well I am slightly, and I really mean slightly disappointed to say I did not make my “mini goal” in regards to my weight.  I wanted to have lost 50 pounds by this past Saturday, but with the holiday I had a slight weight gain and was up .2 of a pound.. making my total loss 49.6.  I will not be weighing in again until the 14th after my Chicago trip and I hope to hit it by then.  Now I just need to come up with a new goal!!  

Approaching Thanksgiving…

Approaching Thanksgiving, what are you Thankful for?  I am thankful for all my current and past members, y’all mean the world to me and I appreciate you so very much!!  Let’s be real, without you, I would not still have this online life, so Thank you!!!

I’m very thankful for my health and my decision to lose weight and get into better shape.  I’m doing well on the weight part, need to kick my butt into the shape part, LOL.  As of this past Saturday, I am down 49.8 pounds!!!  Yep, just .2 away from my little mini goal I made for myself.  I find if I set little goals to achieve that it makes it easier for me.  Fingers crossed I have a good week and my weigh in on Saturday I make my mini goal, but man Thanksgiving week???  LOL.

I’m shooting a new video tomorrow morning that I will have posted for Black Friday, so watch for that to come later this week.



Howdy Y’all!!  Hope you all are having a wonderful summer and if you are were it has been raining and flooding a lot, I hope the weather changes for you soon.  We of course are still well into the 100 degree days of our summer and I’m sick of it, LOL.  I miss getting up and walking in the morning and can’t wait to get back to that when our weather changes.  I joined a new gym a couple weeks ago and have been doing cardio and yoga there, but I’m not sure that yoga is for me.  I am experiencing pain in my knee when there is a movement that requires me to be on all four or to put direct pressure on the knee.  This is the knee that I feel on when I slipped that day when walking.  I might look into a water class or perhaps a dance type class.  Today I actually did weights, which I haven’t done in a LONG time and I’m feeling it, LOL.

We have been spending some time with Adora lately, and let me tell you see is such a sweet, funny and very sexual person, hehe..  if you are not following her, you should.

Oh, my weight journey, it has been a bit since I updated… I am down 41.4 pounds and still a way to go, but still doing it…  It is step by step, pound by pound.    Again I can not thank you all enough for the encouragement and support!!

Kisses ~ Dawn Marie

It’s My Birthday Week!

Y’all know I love me some Birthday and yep mine is FINALLY here, LOL.  Wednesday, July 17th is my day and I’ll be 54!!  We had a little get together this past weekend with friends and celebrated mine and a g/f’s bday that was on the 7th.  We had a great evening with friends.  

Thursday we are going to see a comedy show with another friend of ours that is here from Canada.  And not sure what we will do for my bday or if we will wait and celebrate on the weekend.  Doesn’t matter, I love my day, hehe.

Yesterday we had an event at the studio with some local girls.  We got to meet some new girls and they got the opportunity to see our studio and shoot some new content.

NOW… on to my weight loss journey.   Last week I had a slight game, but then came back with a loss.  My weigh in Saturday, I was down one pound with a total of 36.8!!  I’m still very driven and pushing myself to the next level, little bit at a time is just great with me!!

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie

It is fucking hot here, LOL

Incase you couldn’t tell, AZ Summer is here and it is fucking HOT!!!  Shocker I know, lol.  Well I have been getting up at 5 am to get my walks in before the heat, and that was when it was just pushing 80 degrees.  I looked at the forecast this week and at 5 a.m. we are suppose to be upper 80’s and into the 90’s, I can’t do that crap.  So I will be putting that gym membership to use, LOL.  

So this past week I had a slight gain, .2!  I’m not thrilled with it, but I’m not upset either, it reflects the choices I made the week of the holiday.  One of those choices was having cocktails three days that week and that is something I never do.. oh well, it is what it is.  Like my son told me “You can’t crush it every week”..  

I am signed up for SextPanther if you are interested in texting with me, this would be the way to do it!!

And I relaunched my OnlyFans if you are interested..  

Last week I was finally able to find a glider to match the chairs I refurbished last year.  A woman had it on craigslist and I got it for $38.  I can not wait for the summer weather to go away so I can start the refurbishing on this, there is a bit of rust I will have to sand and take care of, but I’m super stoked!!

Hope y’all had a wonderful July 4th and that this week goes by quickly for you all.

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie

Thank you Eric!

Thank you so much Eric for the lovely nighties, you are always so generous to me and I truly do appreciate it.  I can’t wait to wear them, they are all so lovely!!!










The picture does not do the colors justice, they are so pretty.  Thank you again Eric XOXO

These items were purchased from my WishList 

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie

Nearly July already?!?

Boy has time just flown by so far this year, crazy.   Hope everyone is enjoying your Summer so far and perhaps something fun planned?  We have some fun things planned, a pool day with my g/f for her bday and mine.  We are going to the Dbacks game in August with friends and this Saturday we are going to friends for dinner.  This past Saturday we did a game night with friends, it had been since January since we all had gotten together, it was a fun night.

Now my WW Journey, Saturday was week 17 and I’m down another pound for a total of 34!!  I also started an ab Challenge yesterday.  I am not a competitive person, but I do like a good challenge… and you know what, I can NOT tell you the last time I did a sit up, ugh….they are tough starting out, LOL

I’m attaching a few candid pics.. Oh also, I’m going to start my OnlyFans up again if you are interested.

Getting Personal (week 3)

Well I had my weigh in today and I was up .2 pound. Not bad and honestly I thought it would be more than what it was. I have been very stressed this week and probably not tracking as well as I should have and I DID NOT start my walking.

This week I WILL get my walking in for sure!!!

I’m not bummed by the slight gain, I know it will be up and down at times. My son told me today that he was proud of me and to remember it is a process and that is how I am looking at it. My thoughts are if it is a little harder to get it off, then perhaps I will appreciate it more, LOL.

I’m going to start using the hashtag #gettingpersonalDawnMarie and then anyone wanting to see my journey will be able to with the hashtag.

Again I want to thank everyone for the support and encouragement. The comment mean the world to me and in a way is a bit of accountability for me.. Thanks!!
Hugs ~ Dawn Marie

Rob’s wish has come true after 33 years!

I’m sure that you are thinking it is something sexual, LOL, but it is not.  Rob has always had a complaint about the mess I make of our bathroom sink.  He has tried to get me to get a vanity for as long as I can remember.  Well I started looking around for one that I could do and make a project of and last week I found one.  It was in pretty good shape and painted a dark grey and missing two drawers and it cost me a whopping $15 so how could I not get it.  

So below are the before and after pics and now Rob has no mess all over the counter..

Catching up.

Summer is nearly over, can you believe it?  I am so ready for cooler weather I can not wait.  I’m ready to get out of the heat, I told Rob I would deal with real winter weather to just get out of this heat.  

We were recently in Chicago and we had amazing weather.  Great time spent visiting with the fam and saw the FOO FIGHTERS at Wrigley, which was amazing!!!  Although when I came home I had a head cold :(  I’m about 90% over it, or I think I am.  We have no other travel plans and I’m looking forward to getting some things done around here.

What have you done this summer??

My Favorite Toy, besides my fingers, LOL

I had added this Shibari toy to my wishlist after coming across it last year.  I LOVE this toy, it gets me where I am going and it typically is not very loud.  I recommend that if you have a special lady in your life that you get them this toy.    I actually added another one to my wishlist as I broke the one I have :( 

You can check it out on Amazon.


What is up with this fucking weather?  It is so hot, it is miserable outside!!  I went to my g/f’s today and was going to lounge in the pool a bit.  I got all set up, lotion on, raft in the pool, grabbed my book and got on the float.  I think I was there maybe 15 minutes and then was like I’m out, this is too damn hot!!

I’m back…

From a wonderful trip of 10 Days in Chicago with my family.  I am so blessed to have such a happy, healthy and loving family.   My DIL told me when I was there that she sometimes feels bad because people are always talking about what horrible MIL’s they have and she has such a wonderful one.  I had a good teacher, mine is the best!

We went to see Desus and Mero while I was there, they are so funny.  If you get the chance look them up on Youtube or on the Vice Channel.

I can’t believe this is June already and all next week we are “suppose” to have temps in the 90’s, we shall see.  I am soooo over the summers in AZ.

Hope you are enjoying your summer so far…  

XOXO ~ Dawn Marie

Last Day of May!

WOW, Where has time gone?  This is the last day of May and that is crazy..  

So we had a work meeting last week and I found a Berry Margarita that I really like, lol.  It was yummy..  And recently my drink of choice has been a Bee’s Knee.   I found a recipe for a Better Bee’s Knee with pineapple and grapefruit.. 

I now have a Premium SnapChat!!  I will be posting pics/video clips that I don’t post anywhere else :) . So, check it out.  If you are a current member, There is a special link inside for you.  

I am feeling great and doing great.  My IgG (See Below) levels continue to be low, so I had a IVIG transfusion.   I had the treatment because my numbers are low and the fact that I will be traveling and you know when you travel there are all kinds of sick people.

I included in this post a picture of me, waaaaaay back in the day, LOL.  I didn’t even know Rob yet, LOL.

Hope you enjoyed May and you have something fun planned for the summer…

Hugs & Kisses ~ Dawn Marie


What are IgG deficiencies?

An IgG deficiency is a health problem in which your body doesn’t make enough Immunoglobulin G (IgG). People with IgG deficiency are more likely to get infections. IgG deficiencies can occur at any age.

Immunoglobulin G (IgG) is the most common type. IgG is always there to help prevent infections. It’s also ready to multiply and attack when foreign substances get into the body. When you don’t have enough, you are more likely to get infections.

Premium SnapChat..

I am now offering Premium SnapChat, the Premium SnapChat is Membership Based Snap.  You will not just get the “fluff” pics, but all my Snaps..  The Selfies, the out and about pics, clothed, nudes, sometimes fun with others even, you just never know but it will be worth it I promise you.  So go sign up for my PREMIUM SNAPCHAT now and IF YOU ARE a current Member of my site, there is a special link inside the Club Area.

Cam Schedule for April

I do a one hour MEMBERS CAM every Thursday for my Members.  So, if you are a member of my site, that is you!!  So you get to spend one our on Thursdays with me Naked, LOL, you can be too if you like.  

April 5th 4:00 PM MST

April 12th 4:00 PM MST

April 19th 4:00 PM MST

April 26th 4:00 PM MST

ALSO, Remember with your Membership you get access to ALL THE SHOWS on the VNA Network.  Just click on the VNAlive.com links inside the club area.

See you there!!!

Catching up!

It is April already, can you believe it?  I remember being a kid and thinking it took forever for time to pass and now it is passing quicker than I like.  I’m looking forward to April, having no travel plans and no other big plans, it will be nice. It always seems like we are so busy Jan- March so it is nice when April comes around. I’m trying to plan a trip to Chicago for Mother’s Day.  

We are busy building our sites and shooting content and I still have my anniversary update to shoot when my knee is better!!


Just had a check up with my Oncologist this morning.  My CT Scan I had done to check to see if anything has changed, came back great.  My Labs I had done yesterday are great too.  My IgG levels are a little low, but nothing to be concerned about.  Will run in to have it tested again before my next trip to Chicago in May.  My Vit D level is low, but that is an ongoing issue, LOL.  My Doc says overall everything looks great and I don’t need to come in to see her for 3 months, woohoo.  So this is something to be celebrated!!!  I’m super excited.  

Thank you all for your continues support and encouragement.

Much Love ~ Dawn Marie 

The New Year has brought me a gift…

It has given me Pink Eye!!!  I don’t be I have ever had it before and both of my eyes are all bloodshot!!  It is not an attractive look, LOL..   I did go to the dr and got an antibiotic eye drop and I am using it.  I can NOT have this when I go to Chicago next week.  

I have a HOT update planned for February for our Web’iversary !!  It is something that I have NOT done in years, and NO it is not anal, LOL.    Was also thinking I might post a set from each year I have been on the web.. what do you think?  Is there a set you would like to see again??

Hugs and Kisses, 

Dawn Marie

I promise to “try” to be better in 2018!

WOW it was crazy just typing 2018, LOL.  I know I have been a slacker on my Blog Post and OnlyFans.  I am going to try and do my best to post to both of them more often.  And by all means, call me on it!!

I hope you all have had wonderful holidays and were able to spend time with those that you love.  We were here in Phx with our younger son and our friend Robert.  

Lastly, you know what is coming up in 2018???  My 20th year on the web, it is unreal sometimes when I think about it that I am still doing this…  What shall we do to celebrate???

Until next time…


My appreciation!

Just wanted to quickly say thank you and to show my appreciation for the gifts and flowers I received last week.  I have already mentioned in previous post about being done with treatments and being on a watch and see plan.  So we decided to have a party last Saturday to celebrate.   All of your support and encouragement over the past 2 1/2 years and actually almost 20 years has been amazing, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Had to share.

On our recent trip to San Diego, I chose to ride in the back seat because I wanted to take some selfies for my Saturday Selfie Updates.    While sitting in the back seat I noticed a very special view and decided to take a picture of it.  In a post in July I shared with you the special meaning of the Peace sign and my little brother Nic.  I also shared a sticker I have on my car, a little reminder of him and I snapped this pic from inside the car.  I had Rob flip the pic for me and I wanted to share that with you.   Sunday 8/13 will be the two year anniversary of Nic’s passing and I figured this one as good of time as any to share with you!!  Thank you all for your continued support, y’all mean so very much to me!!  XOXO

Friends Trip

As you know, I recently took a little trip to San Diego and I didn’t go alone, LOL..  Rob and Angel went with me and we had such a great time.   One of Angel’s friends suggested we go see the Seals and Sea Lions in La Jolla.  (Thank you Windsor, it was amazing)  We checked into our hotel and then headed over to the beach.  It was amazing seeing all of the seals and sea lions and them moving about the beach and making noises..  I am so glad we went.

Day two we had drinks with a friend of ours and then headed off to Cardiff Beach for a bit before heading back to our hotel to get ready for the concert.   The concert was so much fun, but I have NEVER been around so much second hand pot smoke!!   After the show we hung out with our friends at the bar of their hotel for a bit before heading back to our hotel.  

It was a short trip, but so much fun with great friends!!